I've had a real struggle the last two weeks. I've had Influenza A for a while now and every little action has been harder than it should be. Getting up is hard. Working my main job is hard. Working my second job is hard. Housekeeping is hard. Relating to people is hard. It's all been harder ...
18Mar 2016
JSS
"I get you more now, your like an Island of one.... You had to be." This is so messy. I debated for a long time whether to put it down - but I feel like it's been rolling around in my head for a while so perhaps it's a good time to get it out in ...
27Jul 2015
“You’re not allowed to be sick here”
I have had a volatile relationship with my parents for about the last... er.... 6 or 7 years. Why? You know, I'm not really sure. After my first divorce in 2004 I became pretty fiercely independent. To some extent, I think that's been a personality trait that has helped with my illness. In the last 2 ...
05Feb 2012
Saying what you mean…
I am sitting here writing this fresh after a fight with my partner - we have been fighting a lot lately... I have to think some of it is wedding induced. I am not 100% convinced that he wants to get married... even after he was the one that initiated it. Which is fine, but rather ...
15Dec 2011
Set back
I know most people would probably think I am dead by now, I realise its been a while. I suppose there are a few reasons for that. Today was my medication review... after the last one, it could have gone either way - but I had a feeling it would be bad. This week has really been ...
05Apr 2011
My breaking point
Its been a hard week... and on Sunday night... I snapped. It was due to many things - probably most notably the fact I had been ill since before Christmas with almost no reprieve. In fact... it appears to the casual observer that I am getting worse. I am at the limit of what conventional ...
