Old wounds

Tonight I was checking out my good friends holiday pictures on Facebook.  I noticed he finally added a profile image.... and there she was... It was so real I felt like I could talk to her through the screen... I know I can't though. Its been 18 months since Maz passed... and I am still finding ...

An indication on how far I’ve come…

Yesterday - I did something that I would have never done 12 months ago.  In fact - I would have run screaming in the opposite direction.  Yesterday - I went flying in a light plate. I life I have 5 big fears. 1) I am afraid of needles.  2) I am afraid of spiders.  3) I ...

Hate not

A strange thing happened in the early hours of new years day.  I had an epiphany of sorts. I had been carrying around a lot of hate - particularly in the last few years.  Hate for my ex, hate for all the women he was sleeping with, hate for the doctor who refused ...